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haha, magic wand with a cord (not battery) and an amp speed controller
EDIT: I found orgasms became a lot more mental / emotional for me, so exploring literary erotica or other means of supportive fantasies might help? Especially helpful to look for erotica or material made for women and/or that centers women’s pleasure.
Aha, yes, there’s always that :3
I like the idea of literary erotica. Certainly visual media doesn’t really do anything for me any more, which was pretty surprising.
Huh. I wonder if that was a sign horny teenage me wasn’t aware of; always had a preference for written porn (Fanfiction dot net, you served me well!); that might’ve been due to it actually loading on the browser of my DSi tho xD
It’s not an uncommon story for transfems as I understand, I was also unusual this way (no other teenage boys I knew read erotica, but some of my female friends did).
