Although I haven’t walked in your shoes, I can tell you that sometimes the most important thing is to keep putting one foot in front of the other. Break your challenges up into the smallest pieces you can and then relentlessly work on just one bit until it’s done, then work on the next. Sometimes it’s not fun and doesn’t feel like you’re going anywhere , but you are making progress . You may not end up where you planned but you will get somewhere . My mantra is “If you’re going through hell, keep going .”
It kills me when I download a simple app to my phone that’s 60 mb. When I was a child we built the world off 1.44 mb floppies. How did we stray so far from God’s light?